My Urban Adventure

GMA Skyline

At first it was unthinkable, unconquerable, and impossible. It was like facing giants and legions of soldiers charging at you. I thought I could not do it. I thought wrong.

I have to admit, I was shaken at the thought of going back to Canlubang alone. Passing through the Manila metropolis, along the tangled mesh of roads, passes, and streets that seem to have captured in its web the many tall and imposing buildings in whose feet the populace walk to and fro, all breathing the undeniably toxic atmosphere of city smog. I'm a lonely boy from the province of Cebu (which by the way is a metropolis too, but much less complicated) who thought it too much to wade through the sea of people, people he doesn't know, people who might hold him up, people who might just suddenly jump on him anytime, biding their time...

Ahh... the imagination of a cowardly, chaining an adventurous heart! But I was also on the challenge. Some people know that Keith Amodia has a side that befits a room in an intense psychiatric ward. With that side challenged, no once can stop it. I wasn't really conscious of what I was doing. My hand automatically took my backpack. My legs walked on their own. I was entranced by the urban adventure.

It wasn't scary afterall! I felt so free and independent walking the business avenue of Makati. The thrill of getting lost in the city made my heart beat faster. Adrenaline kept me at my guard against the elementals of the city... too much adrenaline, I was getting paranoid. I was simply high on the experience I did not feel the distance of the long walk.

I suddenly found myself facing the famous dragon, Epifanio de los Santos Avenue. The dragon that embraced the heart of the metropolis. The dragon that embraced Philippine history. It is alive, vehicles zooming in its traffic veins. This is a rare sight. The cleric meets the dragon.

My bus ride along the Skyway

I took the bus. I jumped on one when I saw its signboard shouting "Calamba". It was a lucky coincidence. It fit perfectly on my ideal adventure of taking a ride the way ordinary people do. The bus wasn't airconditioned. It was crammed with ordinary people. I was ordinary once more. I have been going around Manila in a private van for too long. I felt one with the ordinary people around me. It felt good experiencing the traffic, the  sights, the stops and go's, and the wind that carries with it the smell of a motor engine. Discomfort! what a comfort!

When my feet touched down Mayapa, I felt fulfilled. I did a journey I thought was impossible. I had the courage to face the scare, and it wasn't so scary after all. I did it! I did it! It was an adventure. Now I have to continue it.

Friend, Like It or Not

I am your friend whether you like it or not
I'll be there beside you even if you're a snot
Should we be good or in fight, I am your friend
Count on this, I'll be there till the end

I made you my friend, my treasure to keep
You name on my palm, awake or asleep
So it doesn't matter if now you're a snob
Because you're a friend that I truly love

Should you be away, I can keep you near
Here in my memories, you need not fear
I have surrounded you with joy and laughter
From the days, weeks, and months together

I know that when you are silent you want to talk
It's your weird way of inviting me to walk
Along you boulevard of hopes and dreams
Of laughter, tears, of wishes and whims

So I cam your friend whether you like it or not
A friend without 'if' nor with a 'but'
A friend is a friend is a friend is a friend
That's how it is for me to the end

Reason, no Reason

The day I learned to love you
Is the day I learned to lose you
When you slipped into the nothingness
Fading into my forgetfulness

The day I learned to love you
Is the day when I finally knew
That to keep is to imprison
And to let go is of no reason

Reason in truth, reason in love
Reason, no reason from above
For the day I learned to love you
Is the day I learned to free you